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ヒステリヤ – Hysteria

This red flower was watered with my flowing tears
And fertilized with my vomit
I’ll leave you this blood-red carnivorous plant

Oh all the things that will happen in this room from now on
Your happiness, your unhappiness
This red flowe will keep staring at all of it
Like bloodshot eyes
Instead of me

My flowing tears made this Hysteryia flower bloom
So much has happened
So much happened
And this flower knows it

So much happened here
And this flower remembers it all

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GR0UND ZER0 M0NGK0K: Memory and Gender in the Music of Jun Togawa

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GR0UND ZER0 M0NGK0K Memory and Gender in the Music of Jun Togawa

赤い花の満開の下 – Akai Hana no Mankai no Shita/Under the Red Flowers in Bloom

“I haven’t seen such a white cloud in a long time
It’s been so long since I last saw the sky”
Once I was alone,I parted and I’m alone again
Looking up at the sky I realized
I think I’m stronger than I imagined
Such a nice person, probably care for him even if we part
The sky is so blue after it rained
I think I’ll manage to live long
The flowers of the trees that speak
That is a red flower,a red flower,I’m not alone
I have friends,family,and when I need him,God
“I tried not to cry
And instead the petals fell by”
From today on I begin an awkward living
I can’t believe that I’m living without you
The rays of the afternoon sky is dazzling
I really feel alone
The flowers of the trees say they’ll be another goodday
That is a red flower, a red flower,I’m not alone
I’ve got friends,family,and when I need him,God

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あたしもうぢき駄目になる – Atashi Mou Jo Ki Dame ni Naru/It Will Soon be no Good

My burning blood dripping from my right hand,it broke a window
Can’t control this destructive impulse toward myself and others
My burning blood spurting out from my left hand,carved a cross
Can’t control this violent peculiarity toward myself and others
Why have mercy on such a being,you pity,you the true angel
Said you’ll never leave me even if I abuse you
Even if I go wild
My normal wills are wearing day by day
I even lose track of my conduct
Can’t control this violent peculiarity toward myself and others
Why have mercy on such a being,you pity,you the true angel
Said you’ll never leave me even if I abuse you
Even if I go wild

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それいけ!ロリータ危機一髪 – Soreike! Lolita Kiki Ichi Hatsu/Go! Lolita in Immediate Danger

Holding on tight to my Walther PPK
Can’t take a step out of my room
Anxiety keeps coming, I’m throbbing
Thought I was getting used to loneliness
The entire world looks as though they’re on the other side
Each and everyone looks as though they’re on angry
Anxiety keeps coming, my teeth are shaking
Thought I was trained to get used to solitude
the entire world looks as though they’re on the other side
I feel like everyone is after me
Victims consciousness and wrongdoer consciousness
Both make an attack
Anxiety keeps coming ,my teeth are shaking
Thought I was trained to get used to trouble
The entire world looks as though they’re on the other side
Seems as though I’ve done something very very wrong
Victim consciousness and wrongdoer consciousness
Both make an attack
Help me Walther PPK
Like protecting a frightening girl

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いじめ – Ijime/Bully

If your heart stays pure
They say you’ll be beautiful
When I looked into the mirror
I saw a funny face
I feel all born children
Are all beautiful
I won’t cry even if I’m bullied
That’s me
The light of the morning shines
The sparrows twitter so cute
I wish the night would last
These days without no exit

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少年A – Shounen A/Boy A

He was writing a composition for homework
Somehow his right hand was bleeding
His fingertips tense,the pencil
Makes a snappy noise and brakes,the sentence
It’s always been a secret
Revenge toward the society elaborated in the room
Dissatisfied with himself for he’s so weak
Writes the names of those he’s willing to kill
Pointed out to solve differential,integral calculus
When he stood in front of the blackboard with a chalk in his hand
His fingertips tense,the chalk
Makes a snappy noise and brakes,the symbol
Say he’s quite
But his fingers speak fluently
He took it on ƒÆ and ƒÁ
A small unconscious hysteria
Algebra Language Classics English Ethics Physics History Art
Earth Science Music P.E. Chemistry

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思春期病 – Shishunki Byo/Puberty Trouble

Say I’m a liar
But my lying habits won’t get better
Dreams and reality,all the same
My steps are unsteady
My heart beats even when I’m calm
Locked the door
Say I’m moody
The daytime and nighttime are different
Tired,happy
Maybe I should pray to god
I’m such a bad child
Leaning on the windowside
Tomorrow I celebrate my birthday
Last year,about this time,my body was heavy
As though it refused to grow
It’s always puberty,tomorrow’s my birthday

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シャルロット・セクサロイドの憂鬱 – Charlotte Sexeroid no Yuutsu/Charlotte Sexeroid Blues

Silver heatproof suit diffuses reflection
Nails made of duralumin
Code number on the right pupil
No more dirty work
Barbara’s against Me
But the new century can’t defend that robot principle
Got to escape into outer space
Old types are being destroyed
There’s a detonator in my brain
I’m a machine with no rights
A hundred,no eternal solitude
Life in an empty rocket
But still,I decided to live
The digital indication’s in countdown
Going to be destroyed in the atmosphere
Don’t know why I tried to live
Not knowing,going into the stratosphere
I’ll bet on the most largest,unfathomable miracle
I’ll bet that the one who makes contact
Will come for me
A hundred,no eternal solitude
Inside an empty rocket
But still,I decided to live

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ラヴ・バズーカ – Love Bazooka

Slapped,kicked,but I still love you
A Maiden’s heart in love,human torpedo exploding
Rejected,then use the Bazooka,one blow will end it
A maiden’s heart in love,prepare for suicidal attack
I’ll see to it you won’t be able to wear a hand knit sweater
A maiden’s heart in love,all into pieces
Besides,I’m ugly,I’m stupid
Moreover,I’ve got a terrible personality,I’m tedious
Above all,I don’t even think about your feelings at all
Not a bit,not a tiny bit,I LOVE YOU
In war, forgetting the important thing
As long as you don’t say you love me
Vicious Circle,Vicious Circle,Vicious Circle
Vicious Circle,Vicious Circle,Vicious Circle
I deserve to be disliked for what I’m doing
Sometimes I feel miserable,what am I doing
But next Valentine’s Day,I’m going to make a gigantic
Chocolate you won’t be able to finish
A maiden’s heart in love,human torpedo exploding
Besides,I’m ugly,I’m stupid
Moreover,I’ve got a terrible personality,I’m tedious
Above all,I don’t even think about your feelings at all
Not a bit, Not a tiny bit,I LOVE YOU
Maybe we’re one type of love
That can’t be,now it’s war time

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